Synchronicities

The past few days have been a bit surreal. I can't say why, other than all the strange coincidences. Bearing my "delusions" in mind, one would've thought all the synchronicities would've stopped weeks ago. They haven't. Instead, they keep coming. References to my book...every time I start Windows Media Player, it's the same song...strange feelings (the "you know you're being watched" kind of feelings, but not)... Very strange. This one song is not "Xanadu" (the biggest synchronicity of them all), but "Don't Stop the Dance" by Roxy Priest; a song about doing the right things in life and to never stop living life to its fullest. Very much in parallel to my philosophy on "the Road" (see previous posts).

Very strange.

On another note, I've been seeing why I've been thinking so much about death. It's not death itself...but the end of the "good times." I've noticed that every time my mind has wandered to the concept of death, thinking about how things are now immediately precede it. I've been in the bad times, and they suck ass. And, I always have that old idiom in the back of my mind: "if it's too good to be true, it probably is." Because right now, things are too good to be true. And yet they are true. And these synchronicities keep coming.

I've spent so much time thinking about how the past were the "good days." These are the good days. And I get this feeling they're going to get even better. Much better.

Well, we shall see.